or the tiniest, I'm not the most fashionable as I like to be
I have very low self esteem, were I'm tempted to "cut" away all my problems
I really do hate myself.
I try to live positive, but I seem like it doesn't work
I feel I complain too much
I don't like being tall.. or having the big feet that comes from it
I really don't want to bitch my problems on here .. but I feel like I rather talk to someone that doesn't know me
and I'm so scared that someone is going to found out this blog.
I rarely dress up anymore,
I have my hair messy, no make up
shorts and shirt .. with converse..
Just because of work ..
I see the girls dress up and I'm mad at myself for not doing that.
I really wish i was beautiful like people say I am. I know there just comforted me .. or maybe they think i'm hinting for some to tell me that ..
To be honest.. I having trouble loving myself.. and my self image.. I dont know who I am anymore... and I'm scared of what I might do to myself..
Its struggle everyday to keep myself here and wake up every morning and trying not to feel so worthless..
I hate who I am now.
Comments
im sorry you feel this way about yourself,,but tbh i think your quite beautiful hunn <3